Sunrise

Five days now, and the rush of my other life slips behind me.  A different rhythm takes effect and I wonder how I manage the other pace.  Here, I ponder a hummingbird at the feeder and watch huge rain drops bounce on the surface of the sea.  I re-read my journal notes from my arrival and the freneticism shocks me.  Am I really two separate people?  Can I find a way to relax into one?